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Cicco said one of the characters in the movie, Milly Wilder (Mandy Moore) is so me. At first, i wondered why. For those of you who have seen the movie, you will also be a bit confused why Cicco said so. When I asked him why, he just asked me to watch the movie together with him even when he’s already seen it alone while i was in the Phils for a month to arrange for our wedding. He’s so excited for me to watch the movie and set aside the new DVDs i bought that he hasn’t seen yet. I was so ‘rompi coglioni’ all throughout while we were watching that every second i asked him the big WHY??? I couldnt be like that character, I’m not desperate to get a guy (hehe, lucky me!), and I’m not a workaholic! After almost the mid part of the movie, i still kept asking him why that character is so me & i still didnt get it! Then came that part of the movie wherein Milly said the phrase "He has a way of calming me down" and my Cicco suddenly said "It’s so you amore". Only because of that phrase was my Cicco able to associate me with this character. Why? because I always tell him the same thing everytime i felt sober from my tantrums. I always tell him "You have a way of calming me down". I’m not totally like Milly at all. It’s just that when Cicco was watching this movie he was alone & i was away for so long that when he heard this phrase, he remembered me saying this to him a lot of times. Yes, he’s the only person who has ever totally understood my shifting moods. He has his way of calming me down. I can never be mad at him, 5 minutes is too much already. Then he starts to make me smile. Everytime I get pissed with him, I cant be pissed all the way. I hate it but i love him. I thought such a perfect relationship is impossible for a couple specially when you’ve been together for a quite a while, but he proved me wrong. When my day is full of sh*t, he always makes me feel better when I get home. He makes me wake up everyday feeling thankful for being in-love & being so loved. Even sleeping in the night is always interrupted by sweet kisses & i-love- you whispers from my wonderful Cicco. Oh, where can I find such a wonderful person like my Cicco. I love him so much & I couldn’t ask for anything more. He is just so perfect for me, God’s perfect gift for me. I found love, I found great love & I can say it’s perfect love because I said so…and you don’t know.